My First Entry

Dear Sayang,

....silence.......

My past attempts on the blog has always been halfway and not complete. I have many other blogs and there are not very updated. I haven't got the time to contribute faithfully to the blogs. How disappointing! :(

Nonetheless, eversince I met you, I always saw the need to start up a journal. I usually pen them down in a book but writing just takes up so much effort so i guess, a blog is a brilliant alternative.

It's very difficult to make you understand why there is really a need to own a journal. You know how much i love to write. I can write endlessly about everything and anything under this bright blue skies. When I speak, I can get pretty talkative at time. So I will write.

This blog serves as a journal for me to pen whatever thoughts or messages I have for you and me and us. I love the word 'us' as it suggest a union of some sorts. A union of 2 people from 2 different worlds.

Not that our worlds differ that much but basically, we both have had our share of experiences in life and it is in this relationship that we learn from each other. It can get pretty tiring and boring but I have noted how patient both of us has been through the mess that we've brought to ourselves.

In this short period of time, where our relationship as husband and wife, boyfriend to "girlfriend", abang and sayang, yang and baby, I am ready to admit that you have stolen my heart and I am totaly washed away by your beautiful character and attractive persona.

You're almost my ideal person. You've been more than I've expected and I can really feel and appreciate this love that you have selflessly endowed onto me. You are such a sunshine to my life, awakening every single senses and emotions. You challenged me through the simplest mistakes to becoming the person I've always wanted to be.

Arguing with you hasn't been that easy for me. You know how much I hate to fight either verbally or physically. Thanks to my gentle nature, i always refrain from the latter. I admit I'm quite a crybaby and that isn't very nice heh. I will make time to improve on that but I'm a total SNAG at times. Unfortunately, I come off as arrogant when I become tactful. Sigh.

For this long entry, I don't really have much more to say. You can see how long-winded and literary i can be. And so I will end it here.

But before i end it all off, I would like to speak of my love for you as person and of what you are. I am ready to be your pillar in times of need and be with you whenever you need me. I will in turn improve myself and be better in whole. I want to grow old with you and do good works together. I don't care what people say but I will take care of you and stick to this caring person who loves me unconditionally.

I never thought I could love you like this.
I never knew you were so sweet and succeed;
to steal my heart and to never let it go.
My love for you,it's more than just a dream come true.

With Love,
Ewan Tsuyoshi
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